i have sinned.. i have sinned greatly..

i have sinned.. i have done something that i regret with all my heart.. i have done some things that not only hurt me..but probably someone else as well..

i thought with you physically gone.. i could get over you.. i tried doing things that would push you out of my mind.. things which led to me doing some things that i regret.. i want to say sorry to you.. i have made a promise..an oath.. for you..and for myself.. that i will never repeat this mistake again.. this promise made by me.. is not just simply a promise.. it will be something that will define my life.. govern how i live my life.. my actions to come.. because it is for you.. for you are the one residing in the depths of my heart..

you know what made me realise my sins..my mistakes.. ? it was when someone asked me to say something from the bottom of my heart.. it was then that i realised.. that no.. i could never say those words to anyone but you.. i have never been a good liar..so.. i kept quiet.. that night.. i made my decision to stop my life of sin.. to put an end to my mistakes..

there is so much that i want to tell you.. to talk to you about.. my only problem..is getting it all out.. will you do me a favour and unlock the vault that is my heart? yes..you do hold the key.. and some places deep down..only you can open..

i dont really know what to say right now.. but.. just that i did something that i deeply regret.. and that i am very sorry for it.. ive made a promise never to repeat that mistake again.. and i hope.. with all my heart.. that we could talk more.. once again..i wanna say that i am sorry.. i have learnt from my mistake.. ilu..