Friday, July 14, 2006

sometimes theres just no movin on...

I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of my control, or maybe I am not doing enough. I'm sorry if I'm not doing enough, maybe I'm afraid, maybe I'm not ready. But I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Because no matter the reason for our distance, I know deep down I've already given my heart to you. Just as a married man will never marry again, so my heart will never have another love, never have another owner..because sometimes there's just no movin on...